As a true Gemini, I've always dived into changes (voluntarily and involuntarily).
Changing hairstyles, changing hobbies, changing jobs or changing homes.
Thank goodness I've settled with a partner who does not protest it, rather he scrums into doing things and makes me the party pooper, rolling my eyes.
My wish to have a fun and exciting partner came true, and I think I've lost the solidarity of my own thoughts, actions and madness. (not complaining my life though)
I am boring, and I can smell it over me.
For the longest time, I did not do much, anything.
(Besides getting married. oh, and moving house next week!)
But yes, I kept my original hair color, didn't take up any hobbies, stayed with the current job for astonishing 9 months! and bunked into Matt's bachelor pad for almost 1 year now.
My blogs are all very everyday events, shallow hallow stuff.
I don't hang out with my girlfriends as much, but that's not just my problem.
And then the job. me? IT what? but it's actually challenging and I feel empowered, that's why 9 months passed before I knew. And what a heck, I'm paid more than I ever did.
So that's surprising and disturbing why my creativity has dropped despite of it.
Am I more fun and creative when I'm broke and desperate?
Like... where's the Alannis Morissett I loved so much? Is she 1 step ahead of me again?
3 comments:
Another Gemini, rolling her eyes too.
What changes do you yearn for now?
You'll be amazed how good it is to stay as you are for certain period.
Enjoy the slower pace too.
It's graduation time, baby.
Did you know that war is from human nature? For thousands of years, human had a hard time keeping peace. That's because of the rebel in us. And even at times when we intend to keep it, other forces may interfere. Yes, it doesn't last.
Your next challenge is maintaining peace as long as you can. Because, you know what? Peace is not free, and is not forever.
I'd like to challenge it to keep if forever.
it sure is peaceful around here...
no drama.
And I don't miss those 'drama' - usually it ends with tears and heart ache, and for no benefit.
War! Ha! What is it good for? Absolutely Nothing!
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