I didn't know what or how it will be, until the day comes, and I wouldn't know how I will cope until I start working.
Today, supposedly my first day to work, I was very tired from the busy weekend and still had to wake up for Kian in the middle of the night, twice and the 3rd time Matt took charge but I was awake too.
Despite of the tiredness, I was very sad in the morning, to leave Kian-chan.
So I asked permission from my boss to start from Dec 1, which is tomorrow.
And so I went shopping for new clothes, shoes and a bag.
It's the only way for me to feel happy to go to work....